Well a ray of hope....Angel's primary doctor called with a report that the MRI showed no cancer in his bones which appears to mean the cancer has not spread outside the prostate. Praise be to God. We now have one of our questions answered which helps in our decision making for the future. That means we are going back to Peru to carry on the work of our Lord. Now all that needs to be answered is where in Peru which depends on whether the hormone injection can be obtained there or not.
I pray this helps me to sleep better. I've not been doing so well if I may be honest. Sleep has excaped me due to worrisome dreams and anxieties. Then comes the guilt of knowing that I am a strong Christian woman whose faith is firmly set on her Lord so why do I feel myself slipping away. I do pray with this wonderful news the fog that has been hanging over me will begin to lift and I can find renewed strength in my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
We are making strategic life changes such as making better dietary choices, learning more about homeopathy so as to have better control of what we put into these temples of God and devoting more time to prayer and bible study.
I am going to miss my special times with my children , grandchildren, step-children and sister and brother. Yet I have a desperate longing to return to Peru and continue with more passion than ever to bring the message of God's love to a lost and dying world.